Day 1⃣1⃣ tears of sadness and sadness

This day was marked by agitation, concern, friendship forging stronger bonds, and some heartfelt tears. I couldn't contain the gasping for air, as I tried to remind myself to breathe. He even replied in his deadpan custom. "I don't usually have to say this to you, but I can't actually hear you, are you still there?". All I wanted to say was and "who is going to help us now?". Instead the moment called for just thank you and you will be missed. Those were the only words that i could muster up through the sobs. It was reliving the goodbye call, the greetings at the party, and September 1st again.
I should of known better than to have called right after receiving a text and picture from a most unlikely source which commenced the trails of tears. Fortunately, at that moment not one solitary person in the office needed of me, it was just my pathetic self and my emotions, so thankful.

I am at peace once again due to knowing that peace exists with my stronghold, my Rock. I honestly believe that i have the most incredible mentors, who tutor and guide me daily and if it wasn't for their patience I would not be. Thank you.

May tomorrow continue to kindly and generously provide me with wisdom and courage.