No emotions no words

I just couldn't believe that I had wasted my energy, my time, and my half tank of gas and all I got was another "punch to the gut". If it was mine then at least I could accept it. But I think this has become a little more than I have the courage to handle or stand up for. I sent the email to DRAFT again. I jjust can't believe, it was nothing what I expected. There is absolutely NO EMOTION IN THE CORPORATE WORLD.